I am so angry and hurt that you took from me.
That you controlled me.
That you thought me less than you.
That you took advantage of me.
That you blamed me for YOUR ignorance!
That you lost your way and I can no longer trust you.
That you have become obsessed with my sexuality and not my deepest feminine essence of life itself.
I’m sad that it has come to this and you have lost your honor. I’m frustrated that you can’t even admit this! I’m frustrated that you are a coward. You hide behind your gloating, your placating, even your aggression. I'm not here to tell you what to do or who to be–I’m asking you to look at what is. Thousands of Years you have held women down in what you believed to be their place, owned as your property, no vote, no say, take it or die… literally. You've put women against each other in order to survive. To “win” over a man that can support us financially because we weren't allowed to work. You made us believe we were less than you. You made us believe we were worthless, pathetic, incapable and must bow to your every whim. You made us believe that it is a shame to be a women, to be sexual, to be in pleasure, to have a period, to be emotional, to be desireable, to be wise, to be a witch, to be powerful, to have a voice that is different from yours, to be different from you at all.
I am angry that you are a coward incapable of standing in Truth. I am angry that Women have now had to play Both of the feminine and masculine roles! I can’t believe you didn’t stand up for what is right, for honoring the feminine. You gave into dominance rather than steering. You gave into lust rather than loving. You gave into greed rather than trust. You gave into taking out of fear rather than giving it your all. You followed like a little sheep rather than charting your own course. You disgraced rather than sacredly honored. You forgot your place in the whole. You forgot and thought you had the control. I am ashamed to live amongst cowards…it hurts to see this. It hurts that you cannot admit your own shortcomings and continue to blame Women. And now you bow down to money as your god again forgetting your deeper purpose. You forget to open your heart and discover your deepest Truest desire; beneath fear, rage, anger, lust, devotion beneath it all what is there. I don’t know where this ship will go. I do know it is time for Women to take their power back and for you to earn trust.
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